Wednesday, January 20, 2016
@ 2:54 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
The verge of breaking ~
Been tiring after a messy trip to Taiwan with timo's family. Couldn't really relax and enjoy myself as I gotta be on my toes at all time. Waking up earlier than usual during holiday was extremely horrible however on the bright side I finally visited Taiwan. Brought back a lot of goodies and toy collection. Will definitely wanna go back again.
Back to work wasn't pleasant especially knowing that kitee's bf will be back in the company. As expected shit was stirred up however what bother me was the disappointment that somehow kitee is not really trusting me. Can't denied that the world is right that one should never work with or for their close friends. Kinda experience it myself and the feeling is fucked up. Can't wait to get out right now as I'm being monitored and guarded of every movement like I care about whatever happens to the company. Piss by the thought that I entered to help out yet now I'm kinda appointed as someone whom harm the company interest and passing information out. Still, I'm not gonna give a shit as my conscious are crystal clear. Furthermore, there amazing offers out there waiting for me to grow and get the bucks to clear of my debts. After this incident, guess, my sacrifice doesn't pay off to get this treatment. I won't confront, I won't question. I just hope that when I inform to go, I won't be held back as there's no more reason for me to stay. Staying any longer seem to means that this friendship shall be over.
Struggling with this horrible year start but one can never be unlucky forever. Krama goe's in a circle, one of my believe till now. The better I leave, the better I prove to myself to those who left or disapprove me. Sticking to my year start moto, I will only do what that makes me happy.
