Thursday, December 17, 2015
@ 4:27 PM | 0 Shhhh . .
Heart skip a beat ~
Last night was unbelievable, somehow it became hard to digest for our crazy actions. Guess no one would ever believe that nothing was going on given the current situation we are attached and went into a hotel purely for manicure.
Bearly caught a few hours of rest having so much of emotions running thru my blood vessel. Another night that my heart battled with my brain. I wondered if "there is nothing" was a lie to myself to prove that everything was right, wondered what's left between us.
I'm not sure if I'm right but it seem that you are telling me something that I couldn't figure out. I really don't understand what we are doing, don't understand what we want, don't understand why you said that you can't give me happiness yet once and again jumping into my life. There just isn't logic to these series of events.
Couldn't bring myself to say goodbye, the thought of it creates waterfall flowing down my face. Don't know since when your hugs makes me tear, it felt so much like the end but I'm still pretty good at hiding my emotions in front of you.
If only you were more blunt and honest with words towards me...
