~ It was an emotion night for me. I didn't feel like letting go neither could i allow him to stay. I question myself, what have actually gotta into us? Was it real that for us to be together will only goes into separation thus both of us are not speaking. We stay in this line where lots of emotion go thought only oneself. Back to facts, none of us could read each other mind but where did all this 'thank you', 'sorry', i'm bad' and etc came from? We must be thinking about something but why none of us is willing to speak up? It this gonna be the end? Maybe someday if he was braver, i will go with him won't i? I'm also in doubt, why is he always trying to show his bad side to me? When will he be brave enough to tell me how does he really feel? I'm always left with question marks and the hope for miracle. Stuck in the middle, which way is right to go? 

~ It was an emotion night for me. I didn't feel like letting go neither could i allow him to stay. I question myself, what have actually gotta into us? Was it real that for us to be together will only goes into separation thus both of us are not speaking. We stay in this line where lots of emotion go thought only oneself. Back to facts, none of us could read each other mind but where did all this 'thank you', 'sorry', i'm bad' and etc came from? We must be thinking about something but why none of us is willing to speak up? It this gonna be the end? Maybe someday if he was braver, i will go with him won't i? I'm also in doubt, why is he always trying to show his bad side to me? When will he be brave enough to tell me how does he really feel? I'm always left with question marks and the hope for miracle. Stuck in the middle, which way is right to go?