~ Been feeling weird lately, ain't have any idea what's with my heart and brain but it just seem like i have something that i wanna to say, wanna to show, wanna to shout it loud. What is it? And that's the question. Anyway been busy with i don't know what but as usual mostly ain't about myself again. Furthermore, surprising i wasn't quite upset as normal when mum didn't came home after two days. Guess i'm kinda used to it tho i extremely detest it. Baby Kitee has finally finish her exams, hope the results will be well as this time i indeed see her putting in lots of effort. Acting sort of crazy lately, maybe i'm trying to fightback certain emotions. The late present is still revolving in my mind, wondering if i should send it out, too much of meaning in it but because i don't know how to trust again so i spill hush words to cover it all. If only someone could teach me... I wanna to be that person who is ain't fright to trust no matter how many times it's been broken but now i'm lost. Oh ya, a question pops into my mind; "what is the list of things i wanna do if the world is ending tomorrow"? Hmm.. 1) Eat a big feast with the whole big family including mum, sisters, adoptive family, grandma, aunts, uncles, cousins, step dads, step dads' families and etc. 2) Take many many pictures with everyone i know. 3) Give each and everyone of my close friends a care bear hug. 4) Thanks and apologize to Aik Hoe for everything he had done for me when i'm at my lowest time. 5) Fly to Paris to visit the Eiffel tower. 6) Melt all hatred between all our families. 7) Take an album of me in wedding dress. 8) Listen to my favorite song '记得'. 9) Dye my hair into lilac purple. 10) Sit on the bike behind Sephi down the slope. 11) Bury myself in a bed of rainbow roses. Still got tons of things in my mind that i wanna do! Haha! Gosh! I'm going crazy! Erm.. I'm always crazy :p Life is a path with all turns and all routes.

~ Been feeling weird lately, ain't have any idea what's with my heart and brain but it just seem like i have something that i wanna to say, wanna to show, wanna to shout it loud. What is it? And that's the question. Anyway been busy with i don't know what but as usual mostly ain't about myself again. Furthermore, surprising i wasn't quite upset as normal when mum didn't came home after two days. Guess i'm kinda used to it tho i extremely detest it. Baby Kitee has finally finish her exams, hope the results will be well as this time i indeed see her putting in lots of effort. Acting sort of crazy lately, maybe i'm trying to fightback certain emotions. The late present is still revolving in my mind, wondering if i should send it out, too much of meaning in it but because i don't know how to trust again so i spill hush words to cover it all. If only someone could teach me... I wanna to be that person who is ain't fright to trust no matter how many times it's been broken but now i'm lost. Oh ya, a question pops into my mind; "what is the list of things i wanna do if the world is ending tomorrow"? Hmm.. 1) Eat a big feast with the whole big family including mum, sisters, adoptive family, grandma, aunts, uncles, cousins, step dads, step dads' families and etc. 2) Take many many pictures with everyone i know. 3) Give each and everyone of my close friends a care bear hug. 4) Thanks and apologize to Aik Hoe for everything he had done for me when i'm at my lowest time. 5) Fly to Paris to visit the Eiffel tower. 6) Melt all hatred between all our families. 7) Take an album of me in wedding dress. 8) Listen to my favorite song '记得'. 9) Dye my hair into lilac purple. 10) Sit on the bike behind Sephi down the slope. 11) Bury myself in a bed of rainbow roses. Still got tons of things in my mind that i wanna do! Haha! Gosh! I'm going crazy! Erm.. I'm always crazy :p Life is a path with all turns and all routes.