Thursday, November 29, 2012
@ 8:21 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Giving Myself A Good Break!
~ Gonna to take a break for all the music or maybe noise around me. For the past few weeks or ever since i contacted Sephi again, everyone is injecting words into me. All this didn't start off too badly till it got a lot more tension. Trust me, it drives me nuts! Anyway sister Cassandra reminded me on something that i have forgotten ever since all the enforcement came about which was to follow my heart. I left the real world aside for a little while, turn myself icy cold and ran into my little piece of heaven. It's silent and peaceful, tho there's full of thoughts in it but at least i know who i'm and what i want in it. Looking forward to the run away trip to escape from some stuffs because of Sephi. I can't handle the words pressure from anyone anymore. Mum is being extremely problematic too. It's all becoming her timing her problems. Seriously being your daughter is not some to clear up or help out with annoying stuffs you have got yourself into. I'm the eldest in the family so that i tried to hold this family up, pulling sister Cassandra, sister Valerie and you all together. It's a responsibility that i hold in me. Guess my wish still remain, hoping someone who loves me and whom is willing to go through thick and thin with me to bring me far far away or maybe just far from all this problems...
