Sunday, October 28, 2012
@ 8:52 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Making Things Right!
~ It's been months since i last wrote something on this blog. Time flies like a flash as usual but i'm glad that things are going better tho it's kinda slow. Actually made up a lot decisions but i just didn't know how to put it in words. Can i really spill all this opinions out? What will the out come be like? Heard many different views, stroll many different route. Always pull myself back a little before choosing one that i route that i would run miles for. The destination that i wanna be at, the goals that i wish to achieve and the dreams i wish to have had never change so far. Putting things i like to do and life i always have, i made changes to live differently. Busily, nonsensically, crazily and whatsoever. I still give it a try, give it a hard fall and give myself a chance to stand again. Baby Kitee has been very supportive all this while, guess up to now she is the only one knowing that i wanna give everything a run and find more route for myself. Hmm.. One thing she hates about me; i get myself drench in invisible blood always. Haha! Darling Carmen has been sweet and spending time with me to chill but relaxing time don't last long for me, i gotta brush up sometimes to do some serious stuffs. Anyway i quarreled with her yesterday because i couldn't accept that particular thing that she did, she knew i didn't like it but she still asked. Disappointed but i really really really hope that she won't do it again. Darling Cherie is helipad addicted now. Daring Louis is busy with his army, so Eros is currently under my care. Darling Vivian is currently attached with Darrius, hope they will last long (: Sister Cassandra seem to still have this barrel with me, she have a lot of secrets kept and i'm trying my best to break this wall. I know i do have some things that i didn't wanna tell her and i know she won't feel good if i did. I just wish my sister to be happy and worry-free, leave the troubles to me >.< Lastly, mum is getting better now, i did explain to her why i object so much about what she is doing now. I may not show a lot of stuffs but she is my mum, i won't want her to suffer. I can't bear to see my mum getting weaker and weaker each day plus her health have not been good. I have also talk to her about being fair today. Understand why she react to certain things but i hope she will be more rational with her judgement. Now i wanna be myself and move on..
