~ Time has been running too fast lately. It's been a month since i last posted something and write my heart out. Kinda miss the times when i scream all nonsense out. Haha! Tons had happened and i get to know lots of new people. Exploring another world of emotion and life. Got myself addict with club and now toning it down. Oh ya! Been drunk every single day was so not a good idea after trying it. =X Luckily drinking at home didn't cause me much of a problem but guess the worst part was me forgetting to close my door and end up sleeping in my living room always. Glad i manage to quit it off the list (: Things got better between me and sister Cassandra but for mum's side things are still going up and down due to disagreements as usual. Got myself my 1/3 darlings Kitee and Carmen, i love them both. Keeps my time occupied so that i won't have to face four walls. Misses my wife Jazmine too but sadly i didn't have much time lately, shall meet her soon! Helipad club group was with army guys Lawrence, Stefan and many more. Late night racing was with David and Dave. Random meeting was with my best friend Bryan and Xiao Bai, di Fuji, yogi Subhash and a few of other friends here and there. With them all, my emotions are much much better (: Laughter, tears, anger and smile all mixed up but the positives are always more than the negatives ones! My time was very packed and it's a long recovery journey from my last fall. Guess i'm ready to start a new beginning and find someone to walk a new beautiful journey. Guess it's gonna be hard huh?! I'm hard to handle and for this i totally admit! Gosh! Got my nail trimmed to fit into my pretty purple shoe. Just wondering it if being back in shoe will soften me up again. It's tough being in heels and i don't wanna fight everything by myself.. Waiting for more and more excitement to enter my life, it's always unpredictable. However greatest lesson so far was not to carry too much stones onto my shoulder, i totally screw myself when i does that. Anyway working back in banking line somehow didn't make me feel too good tho people nice there and my shi fu Jerry taught me a lot. Glad to have great guidance but i somehow feel that maybe i should got into retail line since i enjoy talking to people are exposure are definitely wider yet tougher. Hmm.. Should i give it a try? Since i wanna stop the drunken life, i'm sure there will be more time. Building something isn't that tough but i still think that the toughest was to make choice, afterall i suck at it. May god bless me with wisdom to paint my canvas of life with all colours! 

~ Time has been running too fast lately. It's been a month since i last posted something and write my heart out. Kinda miss the times when i scream all nonsense out. Haha! Tons had happened and i get to know lots of new people. Exploring another world of emotion and life. Got myself addict with club and now toning it down. Oh ya! Been drunk every single day was so not a good idea after trying it. =X Luckily drinking at home didn't cause me much of a problem but guess the worst part was me forgetting to close my door and end up sleeping in my living room always. Glad i manage to quit it off the list (: Things got better between me and sister Cassandra but for mum's side things are still going up and down due to disagreements as usual. Got myself my 1/3 darlings Kitee and Carmen, i love them both. Keeps my time occupied so that i won't have to face four walls. Misses my wife Jazmine too but sadly i didn't have much time lately, shall meet her soon! Helipad club group was with army guys Lawrence, Stefan and many more. Late night racing was with David and Dave. Random meeting was with my best friend Bryan and Xiao Bai, di Fuji, yogi Subhash and a few of other friends here and there. With them all, my emotions are much much better (: Laughter, tears, anger and smile all mixed up but the positives are always more than the negatives ones! My time was very packed and it's a long recovery journey from my last fall. Guess i'm ready to start a new beginning and find someone to walk a new beautiful journey. Guess it's gonna be hard huh?! I'm hard to handle and for this i totally admit! Gosh! Got my nail trimmed to fit into my pretty purple shoe. Just wondering it if being back in shoe will soften me up again. It's tough being in heels and i don't wanna fight everything by myself.. Waiting for more and more excitement to enter my life, it's always unpredictable. However greatest lesson so far was not to carry too much stones onto my shoulder, i totally screw myself when i does that. Anyway working back in banking line somehow didn't make me feel too good tho people nice there and my shi fu Jerry taught me a lot. Glad to have great guidance but i somehow feel that maybe i should got into retail line since i enjoy talking to people are exposure are definitely wider yet tougher. Hmm.. Should i give it a try? Since i wanna stop the drunken life, i'm sure there will be more time. Building something isn't that tough but i still think that the toughest was to make choice, afterall i suck at it. May god bless me with wisdom to paint my canvas of life with all colours!