Monday, June 4, 2012
@ 9:19 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
The Eclipse Of Misery!
~ Hardly catch a good rest, jumping in and out of bed. My energy was drain just by thinking. Things are much complicated than i remembered it was. I couldn't adsorb all that is thrown to me, i don't know who will be there to help me. Will i have enough faith to pull through all this. I really wish i could empty my mind, forget every single word said by everyone. Can someone hug me and tell me everything is gonna be alright? I'm afraid that more fear is coming up, afraid that i ain't strong to protect my family. Wish to lend a shoulder to lean on but how can i bear to lean on anyone now? Once pull someone into my misery, haven't i learn my lesson? I can't and it's all by myself now. Holding myself tight up till scars remain on me. Mentally bonkers, physically torture! Lord, i beg my life out of you, save me from this nightmare, forgive them for all their sins, stop all upcoming horror and bless them with wisdom to conquer all. I don't wish anymore stabs on anyone. Could i stop all this all by myself? Really doubtful! Please!!!
