~ Things seem to be more and more complicated on the outside. Why are thing being complicated and why am i drag into it? Feel like leaving this complication as far as possible, don't wish to know anything from it actually. It's like a mask on the outside, having to be alert all times just to prevent unnecessary conflicts. Suddenly misses sister Xiao Hei lots! Miss the arguments and times he accompanied me. Hiding in my own world most of times trying to be myself because i know there is much more to handle when time comes. Maybe i have think to much but kinda dislike being stuck in the middle. I'm trying hard to be normal acting like i simply don't care about anything but i know deep down i do mine a lot. Maybe it's because Qi Jie once told me that he will be there for me when i need him and he really did try to comfort me tho i was pushing him away. I wanna be normal, like how everyone was back at the start. Ever thought of leaving the group but i didn't as they are all like family to me. They are there for me when i'm down although i didn't speak a word at times. Angela must stay strong as what doesn't kill me makes me stronger! It's been a long time since i last felt that i wanna settle my life down, no more kiddy relation but something that last long. I need a companion, someone who will be there for me. He doesn't need to be very handsome, doesn't need to be very rich, all he has to be is to comfort me and be very simple. No matter how far he is from me at least a simple text of comfort will make me feel that he is mine world. Is there such a imperfect guy that can tolerate and understand me? If there's such guy, i will leave everything and go anywhere with him! The world is big but where is mine one and only? Family has been clam a little but there's always peace before the storm. Gonna get myself prepared, there's lots to fight for and lots to protect. I know it will all tone down when i stable my mood. Anyway i'm intending to go for ITE part time space design course as well as Lasalle short course. Gonna study for my 2nd dream of being an architecture, design every comfy home. I don't know if i can be a very famous architecture but i will study hard and build my own home (: There's always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna make it move!

~ Things seem to be more and more complicated on the outside. Why are thing being complicated and why am i drag into it? Feel like leaving this complication as far as possible, don't wish to know anything from it actually. It's like a mask on the outside, having to be alert all times just to prevent unnecessary conflicts. Suddenly misses sister Xiao Hei lots! Miss the arguments and times he accompanied me. Hiding in my own world most of times trying to be myself because i know there is much more to handle when time comes. Maybe i have think to much but kinda dislike being stuck in the middle. I'm trying hard to be normal acting like i simply don't care about anything but i know deep down i do mine a lot. Maybe it's because Qi Jie once told me that he will be there for me when i need him and he really did try to comfort me tho i was pushing him away. I wanna be normal, like how everyone was back at the start. Ever thought of leaving the group but i didn't as they are all like family to me. They are there for me when i'm down although i didn't speak a word at times. Angela must stay strong as what doesn't kill me makes me stronger! It's been a long time since i last felt that i wanna settle my life down, no more kiddy relation but something that last long. I need a companion, someone who will be there for me. He doesn't need to be very handsome, doesn't need to be very rich, all he has to be is to comfort me and be very simple. No matter how far he is from me at least a simple text of comfort will make me feel that he is mine world. Is there such a imperfect guy that can tolerate and understand me? If there's such guy, i will leave everything and go anywhere with him! The world is big but where is mine one and only? Family has been clam a little but there's always peace before the storm. Gonna get myself prepared, there's lots to fight for and lots to protect. I know it will all tone down when i stable my mood. Anyway i'm intending to go for ITE part time space design course as well as Lasalle short course. Gonna study for my 2nd dream of being an architecture, design every comfy home. I don't know if i can be a very famous architecture but i will study hard and build my own home (: There's always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna make it move!