Friday, June 22, 2012
@ 9:11 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
I Need The Rainbow In The Middle Of The Night!
~ Drinking myself to sleep lately, hoping to wake everyday charge to adsorb everything and share everyone pain (: Family and friends have been quite a mess for quite sometime, i know i can't change everything all by myself so i could only listen to them and allow them to share a piece of tears with me. When it comes to human definitely there will be complication and even i myself feels so complicated at times. Prior to all melancholy, the deepest cut in me was that my life has been a lie. All those happy and sad tough time was a beautiful lie created by people that i thought would never hurt me so deeply. No words could have explain this as my life is like a joke. I really wish to tell my group of friends but everyone seem so troubled with their own life which makes me turn into a mute out of the sudden. I really did tried hard to leave my own problems aside and be there for them, to hear them out, to cry with them. Hoping that everyone of us could use our hands and clap all together once again. I know that they sense my silence, my terrible laughter but looking at them stressing all over i realize that silence is golden, realize that it's not the right time for me to show my breakage. I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over. If i'm wrong i'm right, no need to look no further. Tonight everyone seem to blast themselves out and reflected on the next step. I'm praying hard that tomorrow will be a happy day for all of us, a precious and memorable day. Let's keep this faith moving tho i'm really really really very tired.
