Thursday, May 17, 2012
@ 7:27 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Isolation!
~ Hiding from the world and giving myself time to leave in my own world. In my own world everything feels so secure, no needa be afraid of anything coming from the outside world. Loneliness, anger, worries, heartbeat and many more simply doesn't exist in the world of my own. Peace and serenity is all that is left. Today is actually sister Valerie birthday, really wish that i was by her side right now celebrating with her but i don't seem to know where i could look for her. Family is like fading off and i'm so tired wanting to piece every single bits of it up together. Till today i still agree with what step dad Ah Heng once said, it's hard to let ends meet in this family. I read back every single letter, cried like no one business, trying to listen some songs to smooth my moods up. I seriously need some ways to clear up this mood. Anyway stupid standard chartered people came to chase for debts while i'm crying, so coincident i know that bloody guy. He simply didn't speak much seeing me in this state or i will sure crash the shit out of him. Can all this just go away?! Lastly Happy birthday darling Valerie, sorry that i couldn't accompany you today, i will payback alright :(
