Sunday, May 13, 2012
@ 6:11 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Happy Mother's Day!
~ I snapped myself out of bed and was almost late for opening that shop. Reluctantly i took a bus over to Bukit Batok. Bored, rotted, bored! My imagination liquids seem to be boiling and out it came, my poem. Didn't know what i should be giving mum so i decide to give her my words. Maybe that's the best gift afterall. Check out what i texted "Doris jour de mère heureux! Mon fou maman de tous les temps, la fierté de ma vie! Les plus courageux entre tous et je suis très sûr que je vous ai donné un temps super dur. Hmm .. Toujours souviens de ces nuits où tu pleures et Beering en face de l'ordinateur? Je me cachais et tout vu, haha! = P, vous a tout donné à moi à construire un préfet choses Tho famille n'a pas fonctionné, mais vous savez quoi? C'est n'est pas plus d'importance. Les réponses, les résultats, pourquoi les soins les plus difficiles lorsque le processus est terminé. En outre, je vous avez, vous avez joué tous les rôles dans ma vie et a fait plus que ce qu'une mère doit avoir fait. Merci pour tout, sans toi je ne serai pas ici. Enfin, je veux te dire que je t'aime ♥" Actually the most important message i wanna to tell her is that i no longer want the answer of who dad is. Tho i can't stop the argh at time but it's no longer important ain't it? If he ever remember me, he would have came. Long ago!!! Qi Jie was very nice today, he ordered Mac delivery for me and i was so surprised! He also arise the question "not to fall for him" again. This time round, i questioned plus in return i told him not to be too nice to me. I'm a Pisces, surprise and romance inhaler! Anyway some stuffs struck my mind and i so feel that i don't deserve to be happy today. Side effects i guess but i better kept myself shut and endure through the day. My tears needa stop, too much, way too much of it! I would be so glad if i could ever find a stopper to stop it or maybe some medication or an accident to forget all that shit! Gosh! Greatly in need to inject some alcohol in me tonight, on second thought i better dump that freaking idea away or i won't know what i will be doing next.
