Wednesday, May 23, 2012
@ 6:55 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
我家有一隻河東獅!
~ Finally got some energy to update my blog, i miss you blog! Work at ANZ was nice, colleagues were friendly. Training week some how is bored however, copying notes, doing online testes and reading procedures. Getting my life in order but i still have to say routine life is seriously shit, really wonder how people can take it? Having temptation to drink but too bad i'm so called banned from drinking in the house due to the promise that i made to Qi Jie. Today was the worst among all when i got home, out of no reason the stupid tv play the show that remind me of Sephi. I remembered the promise that we once made but now it's like a lie. I couldn't cry even thought i really feel like, it's like a torture in me. Gosh! Anyway i'm trying to get more rest each day and also cutting down on personal cost. Made my own sandwich for work, skip buying a lot of stuff. I just gotta pull through next month as one pay wasn't enough and the other will be delayed. Whenever i start to think something i will keep it in me, pretend that i'm totally ok or just exclaim that i'm daydream. Kinda work in playing pretend. Haha! Learning to be more and more clam, keep myself to myself. Don't ask me why, don't say i cry, just let me be mine while i can still try...
Me: 从现在开始，你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我。答应我的每件事情都要做到；对我讲的每一句话都要真心。不许欺负我、骂我，要相信我。别人欺负我，你要在第一时间出来帮我。我开心，你就要陪着我开心；我不开心呢，你就要哄我开心。永远要觉得我是最漂亮的，梦里面也要见到我，在你的心里面只有我。
You: 从现在开始，我只疼你一个，宠你，不会骗你。答应你的每一件事情我都会做到； 对你讲的每一句话都是真话。不欺负你，不骂你，相信你。有人欺负你，我会第一时间出来帮你。你开心的时候，我会陪着你开心；你不开心，我也会哄得你开心。永远觉得你最漂亮，做梦都会梦见你，在我的心里，只有你。
