Saturday, March 3, 2012
@ 9:06 PM | 0 Shhhh . .
What The Hell Happened!
~ Less than five hours of sleep and Maid Angel came to clear up the house. Curtain was finally washed and threw all the spoiled machine away. I sell off one of my old phone to a rag and bone man for $5. Haha! Met Calvin at suntec and we went to church service. Today was about father. I cried throughout the service wondering why father didn't want me. Why did he left me so empty? Many people said father is like a strength towards every child, a kind of warmness in the dark. How does it feel? Have i done anything wrong? We went shopping at Bugis, i spend about $100. Oh my gosh! I brought a bag, cardigan, hat and two dresses. I got a release from the tears a little. Subhash came and Clavin left. I came home to put down my stuffs and we head over to V3. Subhash camp mates were there and we drank beer there. Head off to Planet Paradise for liquor. I wasn't happy so i drunk like no one business. Play a little here and there too! Text Sephi to bring me back before i start to release myself and get drunk. I don't wish to take care of myself tonight, i just wanna release all emotions out. I just remember i cried my night away and had a mild asthma. The rest i don't remember what happened. Haha =x
