Saturday, March 10, 2012
@ 8:37 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Stars!
~ Didn't manage to wake for church was super tired after a messy day. Calvin was happily poking into my embarrassment when i broke that that night. Gosh! Wash myself up to meet Sister Cassandra at Ang Mo Kio. We ate chicken rice and were like to zombie that doesn't wish to wake from our dream. Played some pool and head up to grandma's house. Family nonsense started again so i tired to play pretend. Brought two dresses for work, kinda pretty ^^ Stars and painting just bring back memories. Totally enjoyed it! Been thinking a lot after what happen yesterday, i saw reflection of myself and what's happening all this while. I suppressed myself too much, ignoring the fact that i'm not his only one, ignoring the fact that there's nothing in between. He proved nothing all this while but demanding everything. Unknowingly i was following his lead trying to do everything just to let him be happy. I walk this path with a knife stab deeply in my heart, the blood dips on every single steps and my strength was reducing more than i expected. Folding stars is the last gift to me.
