Thursday, March 15, 2012
@ 8:52 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Letting Go!
~ Felt the ache once again, it's doesn't matter anymore. Super lazy to wake for work but i pull myself away from my bed and head off to work. Saw the gift Haqbil got for me, all tibits in case i was feeling hungry. Suddenly my light bulb switch on and a poem came into my mind "once again". Getting used to the crashing pain of heart, folding my stars to keep myself busy. I want to cry no more, i want to scream no more. Just can't wait for Saturday to arrive where the party starts on the floor! I wanna release myself, wanna be the play girl once again! I know that i'm gonna get myself into deep shit, being a like naive to joke with everyone around me. Where on earth can i find my heart once again? Who can i turn to and understand the pain? I won't turn back, i won't regret, i know this the best like what i said before hand. Meet up with Subhash, You Sheng and Jeremy, we had some pool game and went to TCC for dinner. I started listening to all the voice around me, putting away my own thinking and i hope this won't kills my own instinct. My brain is corrupted, i feel so screwed! Fuck my life, maybe i shouldn't have turn my head back in the first place thinking that things are gonna be better. Idiotic decision!
