~ It's been like heart warming to hi bye and to a gap. I have been trying hard to fight for everything because of my family. Slowly everything starts to drift away and i'm like struggling to find some thing that motive to move on. Survival on my own is never my strength, i basically don't know how. Along the way i met a lot of emotion break down, trying to ask for help but i realize that no one can really help me or maybe should i say no one can really understand how i felt. Understand that it's a choice of a life but i just couldn't adapt to surviving alone. Like a time bomb, hoping to explore any moments. Total use to pleasing others and it now cause me to be aimless in my life. Does anyone how suck up can it be to aimless? It's like your soul have left your body and you are like a living zombie. I love to sleep as i know there is nothing for me to awaiting waking up the next day. What can i do, what i wanna do? I have no clue. Who can i turn to, where can i run? It's not up to me to view.

~ It's been like heart warming to hi bye and to a gap. I have been trying hard to fight for everything because of my family. Slowly everything starts to drift away and i'm like struggling to find some thing that motive to move on. Survival on my own is never my strength, i basically don't know how. Along the way i met a lot of emotion break down, trying to ask for help but i realize that no one can really help me or maybe should i say no one can really understand how i felt. Understand that it's a choice of a life but i just couldn't adapt to surviving alone. Like a time bomb, hoping to explore any moments. Total use to pleasing others and it now cause me to be aimless in my life. Does anyone how suck up can it be to aimless? It's like your soul have left your body and you are like a living zombie. I love to sleep as i know there is nothing for me to awaiting waking up the next day. What can i do, what i wanna do? I have no clue. Who can i turn to, where can i run? It's not up to me to view.