~ I slept a lot today, finally have a good rest with my Chopper (: Went dinner with Sam and friends at Punggol Park. Drank some wine and beer as well as have dinner. I listen a lot today, all different point of views and lifetime knowledge. All of them are at quite a age but glad i'm able to bland in. It was a fun and enjoyable night. I learned that relation can't be force, we just gotta go with the flow. I been having temptation to text Sephi but i didn't. I don't know if he still have the connection with me but i just believe that he is the one and only. I'm really lost in this mess, what can i say? Every time i chat with him, he just hold back a lot which i don't understand. Maybe he is the one that i couldn't read deep down in him. How i wish that he was by myself every night. Worth or not is up to me to judge as no matter how much others try to pull him down in front of me, i still believe but i didn't know how to explain it all to him. I'm not good in expressing myself but a simple hug from him just melts me down. That's why i gave in to him that very day after we broke up. Sometimes i wonder must we really have to build this line that is actually not very clear? Was it just my point of view or does he feel that too? I'm so not me, i used to always have the strength to carry anything and let it go easily. As the date gonna closer the more i dream the more i think. I just wish that someday he could appear in front of me with the warms heart and i will still turn back although i always say that time don't turn back but on the other hand i have more faith than i expected that if we are willing to start all over again, the journey will not be hard...

~ I slept a lot today, finally have a good rest with my Chopper (: Went dinner with Sam and friends at Punggol Park. Drank some wine and beer as well as have dinner. I listen a lot today, all different point of views and lifetime knowledge. All of them are at quite a age but glad i'm able to bland in. It was a fun and enjoyable night. I learned that relation can't be force, we just gotta go with the flow. I been having temptation to text Sephi but i didn't. I don't know if he still have the connection with me but i just believe that he is the one and only. I'm really lost in this mess, what can i say? Every time i chat with him, he just hold back a lot which i don't understand. Maybe he is the one that i couldn't read deep down in him. How i wish that he was by myself every night. Worth or not is up to me to judge as no matter how much others try to pull him down in front of me, i still believe but i didn't know how to explain it all to him. I'm not good in expressing myself but a simple hug from him just melts me down. That's why i gave in to him that very day after we broke up. Sometimes i wonder must we really have to build this line that is actually not very clear? Was it just my point of view or does he feel that too? I'm so not me, i used to always have the strength to carry anything and let it go easily. As the date gonna closer the more i dream the more i think. I just wish that someday he could appear in front of me with the warms heart and i will still turn back although i always say that time don't turn back but on the other hand i have more faith than i expected that if we are willing to start all over again, the journey will not be hard...