Saturday, February 25, 2012
@ 5:23 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Where's My Veins!
~ Maid Angel came to clear up the house today. My kitchen was a total pack up and felt neat too. The home feeling is coming back to me. Gonna start to learn how to maintain it. Rush off to Suntec for blood donation, met up with Sephi and Calvin. We queue and waited hours after hours but at the end i'm the only that couldn't play apart in the donation due to my tiny veins. The nurse totally see no veins in me :( Kinda disappointing as i've been longing to donate blood for a very very very long time. Suddenly felt abnormal that i didn't have veins, the worst part was that i didn't even know my blood type. I have quite a different life always thus it cause me to work hard to find my sense of belonging. Trying to adapt with others life and be more normal. Kinda angry with poking words said by Sephi but i tried not to bother much. Saw the wedding booth there and i started day dreaming. Haha! Calvin and me when to have dinner and did some window shopping. He help me with some grocery shopping and carried everything to my house. Thanks ya! I did a lot of day dream as well as soul searching today, maybe because i couldn't play a part just now, somehow useless "/ The question on the form make me felt uneasy too. I still holds a lot of pride in myself. To me it wasn't a right thing to do so i don't wish to announce it to the whole world. Gonna stop thinking and have a good night. Need a really long rest, the week has been long.
