~ Only 3 hours of sleep and i head off for the first interview of the day at Flextronic. After that it will be at China International Capital Corporation. Decision time and finally choice was the reception position at Flextronic. CICC interview was so scary! Video conference interview with two different PRC really kills me. I gonna speechless in that interview and that's the first time i felt defeated in an interview. Pure mandarin was never my strength and that's for sure. Permanent contract signed and i'll be starting work this coming Monday at 8am ^^ Good luck to me ya! Mum came back awhile and take some dusty thing near the place where i hang my clothes. Hope the dust don't fall onto my clothes or i'm sure to have rashes. Met Sephi after so long to help him tidy up his nails. Been trying to avoid direct eye contract with him as i really don't know how to sort my mindset right. My mind is still not strong enough and i just pretend that nothing happen. I don't know what is on his mind and i don't know if i should ask. I can't stand anymore games but is he playing? Tears just flow unknowingly, can someone clear my doubts? Hais...

~ Only 3 hours of sleep and i head off for the first interview of the day at Flextronic. After that it will be at China International Capital Corporation. Decision time and finally choice was the reception position at Flextronic. CICC interview was so scary! Video conference interview with two different PRC really kills me. I gonna speechless in that interview and that's the first time i felt defeated in an interview. Pure mandarin was never my strength and that's for sure. Permanent contract signed and i'll be starting work this coming Monday at 8am ^^ Good luck to me ya! Mum came back awhile and take some dusty thing near the place where i hang my clothes. Hope the dust don't fall onto my clothes or i'm sure to have rashes. Met Sephi after so long to help him tidy up his nails. Been trying to avoid direct eye contract with him as i really don't know how to sort my mindset right. My mind is still not strong enough and i just pretend that nothing happen. I don't know what is on his mind and i don't know if i should ask. I can't stand anymore games but is he playing? Tears just flow unknowingly, can someone clear my doubts? Hais...