~ Was totally disturbed by call this morning. Couldn't have a peaceful sleep. Have two interviews tomorrow and both are for reception. Gonna rest soon. Today was so busy, the house was full and i met some sickening customer. Itchy hand! Hope my full time day job come quickly as i wanna arrange my timing back to day and not entertain this idiot customer. I actually enjoy working there much, the music and most people are nice but i still need a normal life after all. I invited Sephi from church this coming Saturday, wonder if he will go. Calvin having a crush on me have been spreading round. Gotta put it all to a stop soon before his ego got crush and we'll be out of talking terms. I detest it when such things happen but they always get the wrong idea. It's not that i don't wanna give other a chance but since i know there's no good ending why start? I don't like tos step into things that i can predict. Just hope they understand that i treat all of my guys friends like buddies. I can be wild and fun with all of them but this is not the same connection with my partner. Boss and customer got conflict and had a big argument. It was a big chaos! We all when to the Xing Wang cafe nearby for supper and i vomited after that. Yuck! Stomach getting real bad by drinking. Have to watch out even more now before i start to vomit blood instead. Haha! I don't have strength to play games and privileges will come to an end if everything goes too far. I know i can't change him to be serious but this time round i will withdraw myself if things get too far. I don't wish to handle another setback. Lord guide me and walk this with me. Amen!

~ Was totally disturbed by call this morning. Couldn't have a peaceful sleep. Have two interviews tomorrow and both are for reception. Gonna rest soon. Today was so busy, the house was full and i met some sickening customer. Itchy hand! Hope my full time day job come quickly as i wanna arrange my timing back to day and not entertain this idiot customer. I actually enjoy working there much, the music and most people are nice but i still need a normal life after all. I invited Sephi from church this coming Saturday, wonder if he will go. Calvin having a crush on me have been spreading round. Gotta put it all to a stop soon before his ego got crush and we'll be out of talking terms. I detest it when such things happen but they always get the wrong idea. It's not that i don't wanna give other a chance but since i know there's no good ending why start? I don't like tos step into things that i can predict. Just hope they understand that i treat all of my guys friends like buddies. I can be wild and fun with all of them but this is not the same connection with my partner. Boss and customer got conflict and had a big argument. It was a big chaos! We all when to the Xing Wang cafe nearby for supper and i vomited after that. Yuck! Stomach getting real bad by drinking. Have to watch out even more now before i start to vomit blood instead. Haha! I don't have strength to play games and privileges will come to an end if everything goes too far. I know i can't change him to be serious but this time round i will withdraw myself if things get too far. I don't wish to handle another setback. Lord guide me and walk this with me. Amen!