~ Received the cheque return from Prudential so i head over Ion bank but too bad it's only for cheque deposit. Got tons of call from Jes from recruit express. She just dials my number over and over again telling me all the job offers a time per call. She's just so cute to do that! Head over Quarubar for work as usual. Today's customer was funny, had a free mini can of Asahi to share. Did a little sell talk on wine and beers, wasn't that bad but i gotta brush up my skills on all the little details as customers there have a huge range of knowledge each. Sister Cassandra text me telling that she and Timothy had some arguments again and was disappointed. I was quite lost in speech, i could only tell her to think carefully as it's never easy for two person to be together. Love is hard, that's why we feel the pain and happiness. My love life suck pretty much so i hold back a little in giving her advice. Thomas and Nian Jie came, we all had a few drinks before heading off. Nian Jie was spouting a lot of nonsense and trying me match make me and Calvin. I really don't know how to explain to them why i couldn't bury the history away. I know many guys around me have much better bets than he does but i just couldn't let it go. Maybe i want to remind myself to not make the same mistake or i still loves him or maybe i'm afraid to start a new. I'm seriously clueless of myself and my heart can't commit to anything. Anyway the beers and liquor is causing me rashes, dam it! The last stop for today was eating supper at a prata shop with Calvin and two drunk guy which is Thomas and Nian Jie. Haha!

~ Received the cheque return from Prudential so i head over Ion bank but too bad it's only for cheque deposit. Got tons of call from Jes from recruit express. She just dials my number over and over again telling me all the job offers a time per call. She's just so cute to do that! Head over Quarubar for work as usual. Today's customer was funny, had a free mini can of Asahi to share. Did a little sell talk on wine and beers, wasn't that bad but i gotta brush up my skills on all the little details as customers there have a huge range of knowledge each. Sister Cassandra text me telling that she and Timothy had some arguments again and was disappointed. I was quite lost in speech, i could only tell her to think carefully as it's never easy for two person to be together. Love is hard, that's why we feel the pain and happiness. My love life suck pretty much so i hold back a little in giving her advice. Thomas and Nian Jie came, we all had a few drinks before heading off. Nian Jie was spouting a lot of nonsense and trying me match make me and Calvin. I really don't know how to explain to them why i couldn't bury the history away. I know many guys around me have much better bets than he does but i just couldn't let it go. Maybe i want to remind myself to not make the same mistake or i still loves him or maybe i'm afraid to start a new. I'm seriously clueless of myself and my heart can't commit to anything. Anyway the beers and liquor is causing me rashes, dam it! The last stop for today was eating supper at a prata shop with Calvin and two drunk guy which is Thomas and Nian Jie. Haha!