~ I had a wonderful time last night. I gave Sephi a goodbye hug and fall back into my dreamland, hoping that i will never wake. I finally wake at around 3pm, went online and chat with Aaron. He told me the exact same thing of how he feel about Sephi. Haha! He said that i won't have a ending with Sephi and for this i could only question as i don't predict the future. Yes, i do agree that Sephi and me have different ways of doing things but i have always believed in everything that he does because the results will be what i wanted too. Hit for work and things were slow tonight. I had a lot of thoughts about why i gave in to him. I know he is playful from the very first day. The conclusion i get from thinking was that i won't play this game for long. I want commitment in my love life, don't like to be dangling around. Although i really hope that he will be serious in building happiness with me but i also wish that he could be happy as i know he still want to explore alone. Win win situation don't always happen in life but i'm just trying to have a little more luck that he will. had i pint of beer with boss and i ran off straight after i got my pay. First day of a new job tomorrow and i won't wanna be late. This coming Monday, Wednesday and Thursday is going to be tiring as i'll be working from day to night. Jiayous Angela! Let's roll ^^ Done my nails and i'm going to bed.

~ I had a wonderful time last night. I gave Sephi a goodbye hug and fall back into my dreamland, hoping that i will never wake. I finally wake at around 3pm, went online and chat with Aaron. He told me the exact same thing of how he feel about Sephi. Haha! He said that i won't have a ending with Sephi and for this i could only question as i don't predict the future. Yes, i do agree that Sephi and me have different ways of doing things but i have always believed in everything that he does because the results will be what i wanted too. Hit for work and things were slow tonight. I had a lot of thoughts about why i gave in to him. I know he is playful from the very first day. The conclusion i get from thinking was that i won't play this game for long. I want commitment in my love life, don't like to be dangling around. Although i really hope that he will be serious in building happiness with me but i also wish that he could be happy as i know he still want to explore alone. Win win situation don't always happen in life but i'm just trying to have a little more luck that he will. had i pint of beer with boss and i ran off straight after i got my pay. First day of a new job tomorrow and i won't wanna be late. This coming Monday, Wednesday and Thursday is going to be tiring as i'll be working from day to night. Jiayous Angela! Let's roll ^^ Done my nails and i'm going to bed.