Sunday, February 19, 2012
@ 3:56 AM | 0 Shhhh . .
Loving yourself!
~ I could hardly sleep last night, been thinking about what Calvin said. I came to a conclusion that i do love myself but i just love people around me more than myself. Seeing other happiness before me makes me happy. Tho i love them more it doesn't mean that i don't think and love myself. I just do thing much slower for myself. Chat a little with Sephi before heading to bed and he question me what i'm planning to do for the next five year. The very first thing that came to my mind is that he still like usual thinking that i didn't have any plan for my life. Kinda disappointed with his words as he had never really try to understand me but it doesn't matter anymore. I start to realize that i been trying to draw a clearer line day after day, guess the day that i really get tired is coming soon as i really don't like the relation now. Went to Bukit Batok to look after that shop, been rotting and watching shows the whole day. Sex in the city was night and there is a phase they quote from Ludwig Van Beethoven which i like very much was
" My thoughts go out to you, my immortal beloved
I can live only wholly with you or not at all~ Be clam my life, my all. Only by clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together. Oh continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
Ever thine
Ever mine
Ever ours "
The words are beautiful said and i could feel it (: Now i'm home feeling so sleepy. Shall head to bed early today, it's gonna be a long week when tomorrow comes.
