~ I went Suntec for church today with Sephi and Calvin. Before entering church i prayed that lord will bless Sephi and he will enjoy the service tonight. Today's service is about Valentine. Valentine is a guy from 3rd century that believes in love. He was marked as the most romantic person in the world's history and that's why we celebrate Valentine day on every 14 February of the year. The whole service was extraordinary, love really fills the air and the ability to keep the love alive throughout the whole life has three keys to it. Love is a commitment, feeling and action. For two person to stay in love, it takes a lot of determination and doing something that you don't feel like doing it is the highest point of love. Dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin, oxytocin and endorphin are released when humans are in love. Much thoughts running in my mind but it shall all be silent. Sephi and me went to eat and we met Aaron to sing karaoke at Cineleisure. I pick my song carefully to hide everything that i feel. Aaron knows what is going on from the moment he met Sephi. The feeling doesn't seems to run off, does it? Tonight he is by myside but how long could i keep him? How can i know the answer? I really don't wish to think, i just wanna enjoy this moment and keep the smile that i lost since the day he left. Oh god, please tell me what should i do?

~ I went Suntec for church today with Sephi and Calvin. Before entering church i prayed that lord will bless Sephi and he will enjoy the service tonight. Today's service is about Valentine. Valentine is a guy from 3rd century that believes in love. He was marked as the most romantic person in the world's history and that's why we celebrate Valentine day on every 14 February of the year. The whole service was extraordinary, love really fills the air and the ability to keep the love alive throughout the whole life has three keys to it. Love is a commitment, feeling and action. For two person to stay in love, it takes a lot of determination and doing something that you don't feel like doing it is the highest point of love. Dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin, oxytocin and endorphin are released when humans are in love. Much thoughts running in my mind but it shall all be silent. Sephi and me went to eat and we met Aaron to sing karaoke at Cineleisure. I pick my song carefully to hide everything that i feel. Aaron knows what is going on from the moment he met Sephi. The feeling doesn't seems to run off, does it? Tonight he is by myside but how long could i keep him? How can i know the answer? I really don't wish to think, i just wanna enjoy this moment and keep the smile that i lost since the day he left. Oh god, please tell me what should i do?