~ Today was valentine's day and i choose to be alone. Rejected all meeting request as i don't want a moment of happiness. Won't wanna give anymore wrong idea to anyone, it sucks. Had four hours of sleep and i rush off to work. Totally like zombie! Picking up more at work and browse the web to pass some time. My dress flew like nobody business whenever the wind blows. Kinda irritating. Haha! I edited a rainbow rose picture and blast out my blessing to every single one be it they are single or not. It's beautiful as to me rainbow rose will fill life with colourful love. That's why it's my favorite ^^ It's very expenses also "/ Fell asleep on the bus while on my way home, grab a bread mix ice bread to have a little sweetness today and here i'm home sweet home. Aaron was asking why i didn't go on a date today with Sephi so i said that we had a little argument last time went i was about to fall asleep. I really use him as an excuse to reject Calvin's date today but i couldn't explain to him. I know he won't does want to be tie up and love only me so i just simply avoided his why why and why. I guess he will be the only one that i will go out with no doubt i'm very tired now. Haha! Enjoy everybody! Sephi said that he's taking up two full time job at a go, i'm kind of worried but i will still let him do whatever he wants now. He gave his word to stop if he's too tired, at least it peace my mind a little. Trying to provoke him as i really wish to hug him today. Went dinner with Aaron and his mood wasn't that good today. The whole table was full of dish and i'm so bloated. Seeing his shadow i realize that second chances don't come easily in life. He love story allows me to have a double confirmation that my decision of having faith in Sephi was right. Even thought i really can't predict what will happen between me and him but one thing that i'm sure of was that we are trying to be better in our own direction. I just hope he will let me walk this path with him although it's shaky. I wanna give us one last try, i'm praying hard to see that we can overcome it together...

~ Today was valentine's day and i choose to be alone. Rejected all meeting request as i don't want a moment of happiness. Won't wanna give anymore wrong idea to anyone, it sucks. Had four hours of sleep and i rush off to work. Totally like zombie! Picking up more at work and browse the web to pass some time. My dress flew like nobody business whenever the wind blows. Kinda irritating. Haha! I edited a rainbow rose picture and blast out my blessing to every single one be it they are single or not. It's beautiful as to me rainbow rose will fill life with colourful love. That's why it's my favorite ^^ It's very expenses also "/ Fell asleep on the bus while on my way home, grab a bread mix ice bread to have a little sweetness today and here i'm home sweet home. Aaron was asking why i didn't go on a date today with Sephi so i said that we had a little argument last time went i was about to fall asleep. I really use him as an excuse to reject Calvin's date today but i couldn't explain to him. I know he won't does want to be tie up and love only me so i just simply avoided his why why and why. I guess he will be the only one that i will go out with no doubt i'm very tired now. Haha! Enjoy everybody! Sephi said that he's taking up two full time job at a go, i'm kind of worried but i will still let him do whatever he wants now. He gave his word to stop if he's too tired, at least it peace my mind a little. Trying to provoke him as i really wish to hug him today. Went dinner with Aaron and his mood wasn't that good today. The whole table was full of dish and i'm so bloated. Seeing his shadow i realize that second chances don't come easily in life. He love story allows me to have a double confirmation that my decision of having faith in Sephi was right. Even thought i really can't predict what will happen between me and him but one thing that i'm sure of was that we are trying to be better in our own direction. I just hope he will let me walk this path with him although it's shaky. I wanna give us one last try, i'm praying hard to see that we can overcome it together...