~ Couldn't wake today for the 9am interview but luckily Jes from recruit express help me to rearrange the timing to 11.30am. Interview was like the same, same old question, same old answer. It was quick but a super bad impression for being late, hope i could make it to the second interview. God bless me! Anyway i got lost trying to find the location =x I went to Novena to grab milk tea and dettol antiseptic cream (totally helps when i get rash or bites). Thought i could nap upon reaching home but sadly NO so i browse around the web and designed flower on my nail. I screwed it due to the rush for work at Quarubar. Today wasn't busy at work so i was basically trying hard to keep myself busy. I ever staple my finger instead of the dam menu. I met interesting customers today, had some joke to past some time. Help Rhona to top up her ice, sometime i just wonder how heavy can it be? Trolley is seriously i no need, i'm too rough i guess, should start learning to be like them a little more ladylike. Haha! I just can't sleep well, my sleeping time was like i'm awake. My brain keep spinning round and round with a lot of image the i couldn't see clearly, wonder what is gonna happen? It's so abnormal to feel this way. Got a blessing text from Aaron during work time so i decided to pass on the blessing out to everyone. Started blasting it out! Who knows Sephi replied with a blessing text, almost cried, just felt that there is deep meaning behind this words. Started to remember that text about the one thing i don't know. I don't think i don't know anything, my instincts are always right. Curious of what was it that he was talking about but i don't know how to ask him. Hmmph "/ Drank a glass of Kahlua after work thinking that it would smooth my mind yet it didn't. Had a chat with boss Danny and Philda. I ask boss Danny for a favor that is to locate my step dad. Really don't know if finding him was a good thing or not. It just don't seem that i could face it. That time searching for sister Cassandra, i was so confuse but luckily Sephi was around to give me some strength and things wasn't that bad. Can god send me another luck to give me strength to face my step dad? Confuse!!! Argh!!! Painted my nail was seashell base, decorated it was multicolored stones and gradient it with a little purple. Trying to fill my life with more colors so that i will remind myself that life isn't that bad after all. I still survive no matter what. How far could i go without the dependents of anyone? People come and go to exchange life history but now i seem like taking care of others and sharing my life history to others instead. I need to fall and learn something new before i slow down. I can't bear to lose to myself, i fight against no one but myself because by doing this i could stand up again and again. Every decision i made was never a regret, i will find the smallest consequences which i could handle. So whenever i pass my decision for others to decide i only hope that the person will understand me well and will choose the answer that is in my mind. Results shown was always disappointment. 我很难受但我能告诉谁，又有谁理解呢？

~ Couldn't wake today for the 9am interview but luckily Jes from recruit express help me to rearrange the timing to 11.30am. Interview was like the same, same old question, same old answer. It was quick but a super bad impression for being late, hope i could make it to the second interview. God bless me! Anyway i got lost trying to find the location =x I went to Novena to grab milk tea and dettol antiseptic cream (totally helps when i get rash or bites). Thought i could nap upon reaching home but sadly NO so i browse around the web and designed flower on my nail. I screwed it due to the rush for work at Quarubar. Today wasn't busy at work so i was basically trying hard to keep myself busy. I ever staple my finger instead of the dam menu. I met interesting customers today, had some joke to past some time. Help Rhona to top up her ice, sometime i just wonder how heavy can it be? Trolley is seriously i no need, i'm too rough i guess, should start learning to be like them a little more ladylike. Haha! I just can't sleep well, my sleeping time was like i'm awake. My brain keep spinning round and round with a lot of image the i couldn't see clearly, wonder what is gonna happen? It's so abnormal to feel this way. Got a blessing text from Aaron during work time so i decided to pass on the blessing out to everyone. Started blasting it out! Who knows Sephi replied with a blessing text, almost cried, just felt that there is deep meaning behind this words. Started to remember that text about the one thing i don't know. I don't think i don't know anything, my instincts are always right. Curious of what was it that he was talking about but i don't know how to ask him. Hmmph "/ Drank a glass of Kahlua after work thinking that it would smooth my mind yet it didn't. Had a chat with boss Danny and Philda. I ask boss Danny for a favor that is to locate my step dad. Really don't know if finding him was a good thing or not. It just don't seem that i could face it. That time searching for sister Cassandra, i was so confuse but luckily Sephi was around to give me some strength and things wasn't that bad. Can god send me another luck to give me strength to face my step dad? Confuse!!! Argh!!! Painted my nail was seashell base, decorated it was multicolored stones and gradient it with a little purple. Trying to fill my life with more colors so that i will remind myself that life isn't that bad after all. I still survive no matter what. How far could i go without the dependents of anyone? People come and go to exchange life history but now i seem like taking care of others and sharing my life history to others instead. I need to fall and learn something new before i slow down. I can't bear to lose to myself, i fight against no one but myself because by doing this i could stand up again and again. Every decision i made was never a regret, i will find the smallest consequences which i could handle. So whenever i pass my decision for others to decide i only hope that the person will understand me well and will choose the answer that is in my mind. Results shown was always disappointment. 我很难受但我能告诉谁，又有谁理解呢？