~ I'm so blur today, almost when work while i'm not scheduled for work. Gosh! What am i thinking? Went Dian Xiao Er at Vivo City with Thomas and we head over to Dragonfly. It was so pack, couldn't stand it so we left and head over Quarubar. Sam, Paul and gang came to drink with me. I had a lot tonight, beer, midori shot, macallan, kahlua and coffee liquor. Too much tonight! I'm trying to get myself drank but i wasn't. I explain to Calvin why i couldn't accept him, he is a nice guy but i went through too much. I don't wanna lie to anyone, i just can't face myself. I could be his Valentine date this year but nothing goes further than that till i could forgive myself. I don't wanna hurt anyone. I almost got asthma tonight keep forcing myself to drink drink and still drink. Whoalala~ My house is flooded with ants, i couldn't kill it all. It's just come in groups after groups. I seriously need help, i detest being bitten :( I got sweet blood and every time i got bitten and now with my nails i just cause myself to bleed :(( 男人男人多希望你是好人!

~ I'm so blur today, almost when work while i'm not scheduled for work. Gosh! What am i thinking? Went Dian Xiao Er at Vivo City with Thomas and we head over to Dragonfly. It was so pack, couldn't stand it so we left and head over Quarubar. Sam, Paul and gang came to drink with me. I had a lot tonight, beer, midori shot, macallan, kahlua and coffee liquor. Too much tonight! I'm trying to get myself drank but i wasn't. I explain to Calvin why i couldn't accept him, he is a nice guy but i went through too much. I don't wanna lie to anyone, i just can't face myself. I could be his Valentine date this year but nothing goes further than that till i could forgive myself. I don't wanna hurt anyone. I almost got asthma tonight keep forcing myself to drink drink and still drink. Whoalala~ My house is flooded with ants, i couldn't kill it all. It's just come in groups after groups. I seriously need help, i detest being bitten :( I got sweet blood and every time i got bitten and now with my nails i just cause myself to bleed :(( 男人男人多希望你是好人!