~ Dressed in office wear today, feel weird weird. Haha! Went interview at Charles & Keith. The building is super classy. Interview is not that bad, they offer me another position as administrative coordinator. Pay wise almost the same as now, so should i? Anyway they say will call me in a weeks time. After the interview i went grandma's house, while passing by dad's parents house i slow down my steps hoping that someday i could bump into him. We used to move from park shore to sim view to a house at near bradell and finally settle down at ang mo kio, a place where we call home. Good thing don't last long in my life but i am very grateful that he treated me as his own daughter and loves me like i am the most precious princess on earth. Guess this is why family means so much to me, it's a feeling that no words could express. Sadly no luck :( After that i went to Greenwich to find mum. Had a nice chat with the people there but seeing that idiot face makes me feel sick. Can't stand guys that are so useless. Bryan text me up suddenly saying that he have tickets for the musical concert "WICKED", i am jumping in joy. Wonder what should i wear tomorrow? Hmmph "/ It feels great to catch back some old times and he asked why did i not patch up since i don't wish to let go, i was speechless. Other than that Arron told me to think again about changing my job, so in a confusing state now. Oh god, please enlighten me! Cassandra sister was at Marymount today but too bad i was at mum's work place so couldn't meet her for dinner. Shall meet her some other day then (: Been thinking if i should sell the gold ring that Aik hoe gave me a few years back. I hold back my thoughts as it was something that is memorable and i lied to him that it's gone back then =x I betray his love to exchange for my freedom to fly but i am glad that he is doing well now. Why is there so much of dramas in life? Totally sickening ya! After my bath i received a call from mum telling me that uncle Henry called asking why i don't wish to move to grandma house, asking why i became so bad just because i didn't go work today, telling that he wish to slap me. I seriously don't know if i should thanks him or kill him! Because of you people that broke my family, took everything away from me and push us to the very end do i have to bear all that suffering back then? Do i have to bump into all those unnecessary accidents? Do i have to lead an abnormal teenage life? Let me tell you idiots! I am no longer the little girl that you people could manipulate with, no longer the little girl that is living in the naive world! You people have never helped me when my life is at the lowest point, just because of money you people scarify my life! I don't show my grudge against you doesn't means that my heart don't loath you and it doesn't means that i won't act ruthlessly against you! Even if i die i will bring all of you to hell with me!!!

~ Dressed in office wear today, feel weird weird. Haha! Went interview at Charles & Keith. The building is super classy. Interview is not that bad, they offer me another position as administrative coordinator. Pay wise almost the same as now, so should i? Anyway they say will call me in a weeks time. After the interview i went grandma's house, while passing by dad's parents house i slow down my steps hoping that someday i could bump into him. We used to move from park shore to sim view to a house at near bradell and finally settle down at ang mo kio, a place where we call home. Good thing don't last long in my life but i am very grateful that he treated me as his own daughter and loves me like i am the most precious princess on earth. Guess this is why family means so much to me, it's a feeling that no words could express. Sadly no luck :( After that i went to Greenwich to find mum. Had a nice chat with the people there but seeing that idiot face makes me feel sick. Can't stand guys that are so useless. Bryan text me up suddenly saying that he have tickets for the musical concert "WICKED", i am jumping in joy. Wonder what should i wear tomorrow? Hmmph "/ It feels great to catch back some old times and he asked why did i not patch up since i don't wish to let go, i was speechless. Other than that Arron told me to think again about changing my job, so in a confusing state now. Oh god, please enlighten me! Cassandra sister was at Marymount today but too bad i was at mum's work place so couldn't meet her for dinner. Shall meet her some other day then (: Been thinking if i should sell the gold ring that Aik hoe gave me a few years back. I hold back my thoughts as it was something that is memorable and i lied to him that it's gone back then =x I betray his love to exchange for my freedom to fly but i am glad that he is doing well now. Why is there so much of dramas in life? Totally sickening ya! After my bath i received a call from mum telling me that uncle Henry called asking why i don't wish to move to grandma house, asking why i became so bad just because i didn't go work today, telling that he wish to slap me. I seriously don't know if i should thanks him or kill him! Because of you people that broke my family, took everything away from me and push us to the very end do i have to bear all that suffering back then? Do i have to bump into all those unnecessary accidents? Do i have to lead an abnormal teenage life? Let me tell you idiots! I am no longer the little girl that you people could manipulate with, no longer the little girl that is living in the naive world! You people have never helped me when my life is at the lowest point, just because of money you people scarify my life! I don't show my grudge against you doesn't means that my heart don't loath you and it doesn't means that i won't act ruthlessly against you! Even if i die i will bring all of you to hell with me!!!