~ I couldn't rest well with this empty heart and mind! Didn't manage to wake early to help out at Bukit Batok and mum didn't blast my phone. Had a quarrel with her over it. This Chinese New Year is extremely detestable. Questioning myself why have my family turn so unfamiliar and cold. Stoning home alone and i cried. I seriously dislike this, gonna go crazy living a life like this. Sometimes i simply wish that i could sleep forever and never wake again. Mental torture is what i couldn't handle although pretending to be fine could bluff the world. After that quarrel i had decided not to accept Dhillon's uncle offer, i want to fight out my own world! This offer is just too good to be true, plus he is mum's boss and i don't wish to fall into any traps. Maybe i am skeptical but it's better to be careful than regret. Hais! Went off to Toa Payoh to pack food and milk tea home for dinner. Must try to sleep early tonight if not tomorrow gonna be another bad day. Anyway today was luck that Jing Yang accompanied me by chatting. Thanks ya!

~ I couldn't rest well with this empty heart and mind! Didn't manage to wake early to help out at Bukit Batok and mum didn't blast my phone. Had a quarrel with her over it. This Chinese New Year is extremely detestable. Questioning myself why have my family turn so unfamiliar and cold. Stoning home alone and i cried. I seriously dislike this, gonna go crazy living a life like this. Sometimes i simply wish that i could sleep forever and never wake again. Mental torture is what i couldn't handle although pretending to be fine could bluff the world. After that quarrel i had decided not to accept Dhillon's uncle offer, i want to fight out my own world! This offer is just too good to be true, plus he is mum's boss and i don't wish to fall into any traps. Maybe i am skeptical but it's better to be careful than regret. Hais! Went off to Toa Payoh to pack food and milk tea home for dinner. Must try to sleep early tonight if not tomorrow gonna be another bad day. Anyway today was luck that Jing Yang accompanied me by chatting. Thanks ya!